Dilemma

What have I gotten myself into? -__-

Okay, this was okay, quite interesting. They'd invited those brilliant and successful panels who used to study there in Egypt. Nice tips and advice. Great motivational talk. I was all inspired. But I yawned few times then.

I played Temple Run. I played Fruit Ninja. Tried to concentrate but what I'd ever thought was, "Is this really what I want?", "Am I doing the right thing?", "God, I actually have gone this far!", "I'm going to Egypt in couple of months more".

So I whispered to Iffni who sat next to me, she said, "Hoi we are doing it halfway okay!"

Okay. Am I normal?

Dilemma.

Ameerul saw this picture and said, "Fake smile!" You jelly, man! He said that he didn't want me to smile like this in our wedding photos (if only I get married to him hehe).

Okay. I'll smile like this then. Bye.

Preparation bag

Okay! So I've bought a new bag. It's a handbag cum sling bag. One colleague asked me, "Hey Qissy! New bag again ha? I thought you've said you're in a tight budget. What happened?"

So I said, "Hm well I think I'll need it. To go to class. Or who knows the university will organize a trip somewhere".

Hahaha. Get it?

*tricky girl face*

One step

Iffni and I had a tea time-date together last Sunday. No, we actually ate 2 times- the reason of my double chin now. Well, they say winter in Egypt can be so cold and might killing us. Hehe. No, joking. But honestly it can reach 8 degree Celsius. Aww, how cold is that can be? Like the one in the fridge? 

So basically we went surveying the essential needs during winter. Winter babe! I can't wait. Haha. They say, no snow will fall down during winter in Egypt. Okay, Iffni and I are planning to go to Manchester then! (Iffni even bought travelling kit as well. Sigh.)

Yeah, easy learning Arabic book. 

 Now, we were starting to annoy people around. Hehe. And we were confused. There're differences in between coat, sweater and jacket and they are designed according to weather. Oh, don't forget, long john too. Can I get long john set in Egypt with much cheaper price?

And we added some new items to our what-to-buy list. Like, lamb wool socks, gloves, cap and whatnots.

Okay now, this is really annoying. Haha. Kbye.

Weekend for two

All my weekdays felt like the longest one. You see, Ameerul told me he might coming back home this weekend and would probably have a date with me. So all of my days were left waiting for him to come back. I was just impatient! Haha.

But still, some arguments came out whenever we met. Where to eat? What to watch? Where to park? Which road to choose? God, why we just don't have the same exact chromosomes and DNA so the chemistry will be much stronger. Haha.

Well, it turned out to be the most relax and happy weekend for me, after tiring weekdays of work. Especially when he smiled after waiting for me to get myself dressed up - which was a complete miracle. Obviously, girls will take some time to  dress up. So Ameerul usually will get all sweaty and nags me for being late. But yesterday was pretty amazing, I mean, where did you left the old you, sweetheart? Haha.

A day spent with you is always a day well spent. Why haa? I find myself so happy and contented whenever we are together. Hehe.

A letter

It's less than a month since I'm going to leave Tawakkal. Phew. Everything flies so fast. I can't quite believe that I've been here for one year. 

Well, I'm resigning...

Okay, this is a private letter actually. But I've mentioned about this quite a lot. Never mind then.

And this girl above will follow me to Egypt. Last picture in Tawakkal uniform, huh? Hehe.

Wedding

How lovely it is when finally you get married with the man your heart really falls to, and your parents really happy with your decision and they celebrate you with showering love and advise, choosing your own theme for wedding, get yourself dressed with absolute stunning shoes and your favourite girls will be by your side, helping you doing things for wedding receptions, going spa together, laughing and enjoying the precious moments that we spend together.

Oh gosh, I'm not getting married, obviously.

Well, I'm just in the mood of a wedding. You see, some of my favourite people just got married. Vivy Sofinas aka Proudduck and Irma Hasmie, they were just lucky and gorgeous. (And handsome husbands too!) I kept telling Ameerul how lucky they were, they were blessed and how obsessed was I checking their Twitter every 10 minutes, longing for updates! Sigh. What a die hard fan I am. Haha.

Plus, one of my colleagues is getting married. So she will buy these magazines about marriage, wedding and whatnots so I'll be the second reading them after her. Haha. I mean, it is such a pleasure seeing beautiful things. Hah get it?

So Ameerul said, "Why so serious? One day, your time will come".

I replied happily, "Really?!"

Ameerul said again, "Hm maybe".

Seriously, why he could ever be so cold? It's a wedding, a big day, memorable moments in life.

Man, never understand.

God, seeing those gorgeous women got married in such merry events makes me feel like getting married too. Hahaha. Boo me, I'm just 22. Well, it's one of the growing up processes, and I'm normal!

:)

27

A picture of 2 years ago. I'm old. -_-

This picture was taken in Penang. When I studied there. Ameerul is still there now. He's actually my junior. And now a superior of my heart. Hahaha. I can say, my relationship with him is the longest that I've had. And the most distant one.

I was in Kelantan after Penang for a year. He's in Penang. Now when I'm in KL, he's still in Penang. Forever Penang.

Later when he continues his degree in maybe Shah Alam or maybe Penang or Dungun or I'm not sure where, I may be in Egypt! Seriously, that's million miles away!

Well, it's our 27th month anniversary. So as always, I love you! Yes, you.