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So I'm officially unemployed! God, sounds so terrible. Haha. So now what I do at home is basically waking up to whatever time that I want. Which is a total satisfaction. They say, redeem your sleep time. Haa, now I will listen to you. 

You know, when you get used to something, and suddenly you have to leave  it, you know you'll feel like something is going not right and that's just awkward!

Truth be told now that I miss Tawakkal already. The environment, the work flow, the work processes, and yeah, working buddies. I went to Tawakkal yesterday.  I accidentally left my phone charger there and just went there to take it back. Tawakkal is no longer my second home, so I can't just simply leave any of my belongings there anymore, got it? Hehe.

Bun and Abang Sem worked on the evening shift.

I said, "Let me do this medication chart. This is my last time touching this, really".

They said, "Last time, yeah, last".

Sarcastic much! Haha.

Abang Sem. Sifu of Pharmacy. Tall. Very thin. Married. And he has no Facebook account. Hehe. He's a wedding adviser to Iffni and I. Very expert in handling love crisis among couples. I shared a lot about my life with him. He's very good at listening and his opinion were really sincere. Like one day, when I told him I was happy and proud of Ameerul because Ameerul was managed to get himself in a quarter final in DotA tournament, and Abang Sem was like, "Yeah, make sure he wins and ask him to treat you. Money money". Haaa, that's why I like him! Haha.

But when it comes to work, Abang Sem is the most fierce one! Listen to my advice, run guys. Run! Run from him! Haha.

One thing from him that I won't forget, "Bila bercakap, ingat lah dengan siapa kita bercakap, apa yang kita ucapkan. Jangan sampai makan diri."

:')

Why him?

I met patients everyday. With variety kind of diseases and diagnosis, with different kind of attitude. I told them the same; take your medicines on time and never missed the dose. Some of them went back home with 2 or 3 big plastic bags containing medicines on hand. God, they will be just full by eating those meds!

This makes me ponder, what if they were my parents? My dad and my mom are living depending on medications? They need to go to the hospital every month to do the check up and get the new supply of medications. So I was really thankful and grateful that none of my parents were suffering from any life-depending drugs. (Cause I know what drug might cause you).

Until one day.

Daddy called me telling me that he went for a check up. Doctor told his cholesterol level was in the scale of 7. I wanna faint! He needs to be on medicine. Doctor gave him Fenofibrate. So he was asking me about the drug.

God, this is tough. My dad is depending on the cholesterol drug. You see, everybody knows that cholesterol is a root of all diseases. Anything can happen. I never thought this would happen to my parent. God, I'm so worried. He has a lot more to do that restrict himself in his daily life.

I texted him last night telling him to not forget to take his med. He replied me, his cholesterol level had decreased to 5.7. Pheww. I felt just like being his PA when he was my boss and I need to make sure that everything was right. Haha. And thank God, this patient isn't that fussy, right Dad?

And he's blaming me for his cholesterol level has increased. He said maybe he missed me so much. Oh noo, now I shouldn't feel any more guilty, no? Hahaha.

Dolls again

Okay, this guy may looks like Justin Bieber, no? When I showed this photo to my friend, obviously who fancies JB so much, they said, "Oh God, you're lucky". "I'm jealous". -__-

Hahaha. I don't what what has been on his mind.

Well, it was a day with Dolls. I was happy, Bunny was there too. I hadn't met her for so long, so long that I couldn't even remember. Thank God, we have those techs now. Haha.

From left: Me, Fatin, Bunny and Ibtisam.

This was actually in Syabaan. We went out after coming back from our offices. One of us said, let's breaking fast together (puasa ganti), so everybody agreed. I went there and found out that nobody's fast. This is one thing about Dolls. They say something, but they never do it, but they laugh over it, they call each other crazy, they promise not to do it again, but they do it again, and they laugh over it again. These girls never be serious. Haha.

This is my dearest so called cousin, Sarah but I call her Baby. Everyone calls her Baby too, including Ameerul. Ameerul teased me by calling her baby with a lot smoother voice. Nah, you're wasting your time boy. Hahaha.

Sara! Accidentally met her. I was like, Sara I missed you a lot. Sara replied, "Oh God, I was about to say from far, that girl is really small and petite and never thought it was you".

Egypt mood turns on! I am half complete with the preparation to go to Egypt. I mean, I listed few things that I need to buy and things that I need to bring. The most important thing is coat. Because when I reach there soon, it's almost near to the winter time. I told ya, winter time there can reach to 0 degree Celsius. Cold. I will hide under the mat then!

I love this coat above but I think this one is too thin. This is headache. And those things more, luggage, face moisturiser, sun block and what shoes that I really need to bring and all. Sigh.

Haircut

So I went all the way down to Seremban last week. (Ameerul hometown). You see, choosing a place to date is actually such a challenge. He said, KL. I said, Seremban please. I wanna go there for the last time. Hehehe. You know maybe this could be my very last time going there before I fly off to Egypt. But sincerely, I don't really think so. 

Seremban is much calmer than in KL. He loves it when there's no traffic jam and his friends there. (That's why he loves taking me there). So basically I was going out with his friends too! Hah. Now he should really love me. Right? Hehe. 

We went watching movie. Karaoke. Tutti Fruitti, as he promised. Lunch. He asked me to go to cyber cafe, he wanna teach me how to play DotA and thank God, he realized he's actually going insane for a while.

And somebody got a new haircut!

Before. Puppy eyes. Messy hair. Never comb it. I know.

After. Widened eyes. Waxed hair. And slightly moody actually when the hairdresser cut it wrong. Haha. 

Ramadhan

Ramadhan comes again. Shouldn't feel any more grateful and blessed for being given a chance to meet Ramadhan again. They say all our pahala will be double. Thus everybody know this is a really good time to make more of good deeds. 

(Photo from Tumblr)

Happy Ramadhan guys. No backbitting, no? Haha. :)

Dilemma

What have I gotten myself into? -__-

Okay, this was okay, quite interesting. They'd invited those brilliant and successful panels who used to study there in Egypt. Nice tips and advice. Great motivational talk. I was all inspired. But I yawned few times then.

I played Temple Run. I played Fruit Ninja. Tried to concentrate but what I'd ever thought was, "Is this really what I want?", "Am I doing the right thing?", "God, I actually have gone this far!", "I'm going to Egypt in couple of months more".

So I whispered to Iffni who sat next to me, she said, "Hoi we are doing it halfway okay!"

Okay. Am I normal?

Dilemma.

Ameerul saw this picture and said, "Fake smile!" You jelly, man! He said that he didn't want me to smile like this in our wedding photos (if only I get married to him hehe).

Okay. I'll smile like this then. Bye.

Preparation bag

Okay! So I've bought a new bag. It's a handbag cum sling bag. One colleague asked me, "Hey Qissy! New bag again ha? I thought you've said you're in a tight budget. What happened?"

So I said, "Hm well I think I'll need it. To go to class. Or who knows the university will organize a trip somewhere".

Hahaha. Get it?

*tricky girl face*