Alya Qistina

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Energy, please?

My crazy days has started!

I have 3 tests on this week and another 4 upcoming test this month. Wait, next month will be disaster, I bet you.

I stayed up late again last night, working hard for my Phytochemistry mid term paper today. Slept at 5 am and woke up at 7.30 am. The paper was okay, alhamdulillah. But I really felt exhausted I don't know where all my energies have gone.

Right after the test, I went back home, did some house chores and I was planning to study (since I still have a Biochemistry test tomorrow), but I lied for a while thinking what to cook for lunch. (I had sotong goreng tepung omgggg so yummy).

I felt asleep! I didn't know how on earth my eyes would ever shut first before my brain. Omgg this feels like an elderly, falling asleep with the specs on!

Ain, my housemate came to my room, telling me she would cook for today, thank God! I was half conscious but I remember I was a lil bit confused, so my head asked myself some questions;

"Ain will cook? Does she knows how to cook prunasin-containing meal?"


"Never mind, lets have some more sleep"


What happened to my brain? I was so tired, maybe. So everything was tangled inside my brain. They're mixing with each other. Sotong suddenly must contain prunase enzyme (which what I learnt in Biochemistry).

Too worried about Biochemistry test tomorrow, but too tired to get up. So, I studied in sleep.


Guess my body also need some rest. Sigh..

Now, where's my cup of Nescafe at?

(Me every morning)

Wednesday, April 9, 2014

Electric source

I'd got into a fight with Ameerul few days ago. Not my fault, but he thought it wasn't his fault too. But we kept fighting (that's normal for us), and he fell asleep without saying anything. It was still early in Egypt so I was still up, feeling rather mad and couldn't help but keep saying in my head, "I hate you".

Hahahaha. Immatureeeee! Boo.

So the next day, no good morning text, no "Are you up?" text message, no "Be good" text message, no nothing, neither from me nor him.

But his last seen on Whatsapp was something. I thought "Awhh he's completely forgetting me, I'm no longer important in his life".

I'd always wanna text him first, but my pride said not to. My ego too. They're shaping me to be this hard haha which is not good actually. Well, this is our major problem. He keep complaining that my ego is the worst, even he himself as a guy, he knows how to tolerate his ego. Awhh, always make me feel bad. 

So, I texted him first. Nooo, I wasn't lowering any ego or anything, I just feel the need to make this less tense. In fact, I know he must be missing me hahaha. (Truth: I missed him. And I was so curious to know - where were you this whole day? Are you really happy forgetting me?)

He texted me back, coldly. Replied shortly and I can felt, he's not happy. He's sulking!

I asked him to be on Skype. After some times, we were okay and started cracking up some jokes. But I laughed the hardest. He's still being cold. -__-

He showed me something. 

He just bought himself a powerbank. Then he showed me another powerbank. He said, "This is for you."


He showed me 2 thumbdrives, the pink one is for me, the blue one is him.

I felt really bad when I was mad for him for the whole day. I kept cursing on my phone for not popping out his messages. While he was being busy attending the classes and searching these for me. 

He coldly said this, "Come back here quickly so you can have this. Remember, I don't want to hear anything bad from you. Once you have this, make sure your phone is always on so you can text me", without any smile.

Hahaha. But I feel bad, so I started to cry. He said nothing.



Tuesday, April 8, 2014

Emerald green

Lovely! I'm so in love with emerald green lately. The colour of elegance and brave, yet it still look soft and wild at the same time.

I don't really own that much of emerald green collection in my wardrobe. I don't know what happened, I've got attached to this colour so much these days. And I suddenly have an urge to start collecting emerald green clothes. Zzz so much influences!

But it's so beautiful, masyaallah. I mean, emerald green with lace is just enough to show how classy it is. It's never too striking for a formal event. Also, it's a symbol of confidence and brave. Whoever who wears emerald green pumps is just sexy! Haha.

Green is generally a symbol for a fresh things. And emerald green is included.

I just love it.