Perfectionist? No, I am not!

My days are filled up with works. Pity me? Oh please don't reader, cause works are still treating me nicely after all. Been having in a practical training needs me to complete the hospital attachment and the research proposal for the final presentation. We have to be in a group, we need to pick up the RIGHT topic, make papers from it, create a slides presentation and feel pressure from it. Did I tell you, I've got migraine from it? No, I didn't? Okay, I've got heavy-till-passing-out migraine.

* Nose longers suddenly*

Hehe, at least I do tell you, right smart readers?

Firstly, creating a group. DONE!

I have been in a group with two gentlemen. Why men? Because girls are taken! Not a good answer actually, but I'd rather work with these two guys compared to them. No girlfight at all, it is just that we can't get along that well. Plus, Shafiq and Izat were my classmates last time and we're close. That's it.

I clearly have no problem in dealing with boys, please don't be bias in gender issue. It is just a gender and it is just a work, you have to be professional, everybody is the same when it comes to work. Some of girls refuse to work with boys because for them, they'll look like a cheap girls. Hah? Why should be thinking that way?

Secondly, get the brilliant project tittle. DONE! We have found ours. I love the topic so much and I can't wait to make a presentation of it. *gulp*

Good for me, my teammates are seriously super-cool guys, funny, hillarious sometimes and crazy, alwaysss. We discussed in laugh while eating, jotted down the ideas in the middle of stupid jokes, and when the lecturers came up to our hospital for a pre-presentation, I guess both lecturers were in love with our proposal. Hehe. Yes, they didn't say I love your work, I love your work, I love your work, I know. But with a simple very-good-work-well-done-I-like-it-you-have-potential, I know l'll keep this proposal with me in my sleep, hug it every night like it brings me happiness and light in darkness. Haha, don't euwww me!

Thirdly, work work work!

For all that I have been surrounded by the cream of working world, there's no more important than completing your work and make sure the perfectness of it.

Fourthly, make the best of it.

Fifthly, stay professional and cool.

Works are still on. Many things to be settled up. Too much tiredness to overcome, with a little time.

Always be nice to your work, make it work perfectly-well and trust me, they will always be nice to you.

Wish me luck.

Little Qookies sayang bangat sama Little Shyshy

Rendu sama lu!

gila kerja. oh no, kerja gila.

Being attached to Outpatient Pharmacy Department for 3 months starting from last week until the end of this year. Oh God, my first day at OPD was really tired. I'd have to get fast as patient's waiting list is like chasing you and if you're about to late for just 30 minutes, the patients would kill you! Scare enough huh?

I need to move here and there since the drugs are located everywhere. When you receive a basket with a drug's slip, that drug slip will tell you all the drugs needed by the patient.

Lets say the patient needs to take Metoprolol 500mg, Paracetamol 500mg, Lovastatin 1g and some more drugs, you have to get to every place where the drugs are being located. Just imagine, you will receive 200++ baskets in a day and there are 10 drugs in each basket, and you need to get fast too. So tireddddd.

I have no time for myself, seriously. When I came back from the hospital at 5 pm, I'll just sleep and stop thinking about other works. ( Oh, I need to complete my proposal and send it to lecturer before their dateline; 15th October, plus a presentation in HUSM. Arghh ). And wake up at 10 pm. I really hate my life. I wonder if my life will continue like this for 3 months long. And yes, I missed my uni life somehow.

Way to go to hospital

Plus meeting and meeting and some more meeting. urghh.

And new shoe. :D

Help me finding the drugsssss! Have you heard isosorbide dinitrate? losartan? jetepar? esomeprazole? and bla bla bla.

Farhan. Mahsa student.

Muizzzzzz! :)


Ameerul keep complaining that I have no more time for him. Darling, I am so tired. I promise you by next 3 months this thing wont happen again. I mean, not until I jump into real working world. And Shushy too, my bestfriend who really loves to leave a phone miss calls. She too keeps complaining me for didn't ring her anymore. Busy sayang.


And when I'm writing this post, my both legs got cramp!

Teach me how to smile, please?

Depressed.

I wanna have bunch of Amitriptyline so it could block my norepinephrine and serotonin hormone reuptake into presypnaptic nerve terminal and increase concentration of my monoamines thus resulting in antidepressant effects of mine and bla bla bla. Oh arghhhh!

Ignore the paraghraph above.

Jiwa kacau.

Benar-benar lemah.

Saya fikir saya cukup sempurna, cukup bahagia. Tapi sayang, tak tahu di mana kekurangan saya, saya tak mampu puaskan hati semua.

Sabarlah hati.

Kuatkan semangat. Allah Maha Kuasa.

Sahabat sehidup, semati belum pasti, Shushy, good luck for your ECM test.

Kekasih hati, have a safe holiday to Bandung. Take care.

new roomate, new friend

Would you share a room with a stranger? I mean, you don't even know her, ( oh too bad, no, i mean, thank God, its a girl ), you have no idea where on earth is she come from, what is her past history, okay history doesn't matter much, but would you sleep under the same roof with a girl you don't even know?

Or specifically, would you change your cloth in front of a person you just know for not more than a day?


I would say no but I have to. Having my practical attachment to HUSM needs me to stay nearer so it will be easier for me, actually I told my parents I want to stay near to the hospital so I could go there easily and my papa doesn't needs to send and fetch me everyday. Poor papa. But the thing is actually, I hate to wake up early. The last thing I want to do every morning is to wake up and of course I won't let Orix sleeping alone. *wink the left eye*

Back to the main topic, I just knew her. I should be happy for having a new roomate. Yeay oh yeay. Oh fake much, isn't it? Sometimes, it's better to stay alone rather than having a stranger as a partner. Awkward!

When I told my parent, I would have a new roomate, my papa, as usual, "Is she okay? Where'd she study? Where does she live? What's her parents doing?"

And of course, " You should be careful, take good care of your own stuff. Don't let your cupboard unlocked. Don't go to any weird places with her. Or did she just escaped from her house? You better be careful. Girls today are bla bla bla"

Hehe. That's the funny side of papa. He cares about me in his own way.

I have no problem in sharing a room with my new roomate. The thing goes smoothly and everything is just so okay so far.

Hello my new roomate. :D

sempurna

b,

You're my Honeybunch, Sugarplum
Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, You're my Sweetie Pie
You're my Cuppycake, Gumdrop
Snoogums-Boogums, You're the Apple of my Eye
And I love you so and I want you to know
That I'll always be right here
And I love to sing sweet songs to you
Because you are so dear

Happy happy happy 5th month anniversary

Thanks for everything, love.