How my tears can flow when I post this?!

Have you ever wonder why university's buddies will always remain as friends? And have you ever think why we always need each other?

Because we shared the same joy during BBQ night and laughing for candid picture.

Because we ate a lot during our last grand meeting/gathering, on pre graduation night.

Because we have same instict in dressing.

Because we always have each other in every tests and quizzes.

Because we love wearing baju kurung and attending PPKP on weekend. -__-

Because we love last minute study

Because we shared the victory during society's family day

Because we slept together during the lecture

Because we were lecturers' favourite when scored full marks in test

And we always have this inside our handbags

We love waiting for Rapid Penang

Because we love walking in group.

Because we love meeting the juniors

We've never missed to celebrate Hari Raya Aidilfitri together

Because we love attending co curricular activities

Always had pictures in front of UiTM campus

Chilling waterfall in group

Be so jakun to ice cream

We have thousands pictures in lecture hall when having lecture

We were too kind when giving these fish healthy food. Oh definitely that's not my foot.

We'd been in the same lab, preparing the same drugs

We captured happy faces after finishing our last final exams

Chilling waterfall and be in love with frogsss

Being so girlish at home

Because I know, no matter how hard it is for us to fulfil our dream in becoming a licenced pharmacist, we will always have each others' back. I will always have you guys. Thanks for showing me what true-crazy-wacky friends are.

Don't mind me, because I'm just missing you guys my lovely FDB Pharmacist.

Shopping, while you can!

Girlssss!! Get up and start stretching your legs, because it's Year End Sale. When it comes to any shopping topics, forgive me because I'm too brittle for it.

I don't have any clue, why do I love sales so much. You see, every time I crossed Vincci's shoe outlet and then I saw 20% 50% and even rarely 70% pieces of cardboard hanging inside the shop, my heart's like beating so fast, and something whispered in my ears saying " Don't worry about money, we can always find them. Oh you still have your next month's allowance. "

And now when approaching new year, there will always be clearance stock for every malls. The big YEAR END SALEEE! My arms start to shiver and my legs seem cannot step on the ground anymore.

Being 24/7 with Facebook except working hours, I've spent most of my online time to surf about new clothes and shawls. My new favourite obsession is definitely online shopping. They are cheaper! And here are the tips:

If you are petite/short, go for a stuff that being worn by Korean models (because they are short too!) and you can always trust their colours.

Buy in bulk, because you can get free postage. Oh how I love free postage.

Always get update with new stocks.

Survey! Make your fingers active by clicking other's blogshop because sometimes they can offer us the same exact stuff with cheaper price.

Don't buy tshirts. They usually will offer you guys such a bad quality one.

But the bad side of these online stuffs is you can't always trust their quality.

I have too much wants rather than needs. I should've earn other side incomes, maybe by online selling too, don't you think so? And my lovely bloggers and friends, you guys would always be my customers, wouldn't you? -__-

Currently Addiction

Practising Ne-Yo's every dance steps. LOL.

RINDU

My mum texted me last morning, she said;

Arnab warna kelabu baka Angora telah kembali ke rahmatullah lebih kurang pukul 10am akibat terlalu kepanasan, kesian dia.

I call her Dondon.

Going back from work, I was flipping through every Dondon's single photo and I started to cry.

A week before she died, she's so weak and too thin. I rarely seen her running or jumping whenever I let her free from her cage instead of lazying around and waiting for us to give her some fresh vegetables. She even weakened herself every time we took her in ours.

She's a big fan of vegetables. Dondon's not a picky rabbit, can you believe she ate pucuk kayu ubi? Haha. Andd she got her diarrhoea from that. I loved seeing her cute face every time we lifted her ears up. It's so funny how she closed her eyes whenever I screamed ' Hei, aku buat sate karang nak?' as if she understands. Comel.

Black shiny eyed of Dondon. I missed you.

Only 3 rabbits left now. Cheryl ( Oh actually a male rabbit, should I call him Shahril instead of Cheryl? Never mind. He's the white rabbit in the picture above ), Zee ( the black one ) and Gee ( small female white rabbit, not in this picture ).

Detoxification.

I'm a type of person who really afraid of drug. Sounds weird because my field is all about drugs. Just imagine, I'm giving patients various kinds of drugs, with variety indications and definitely side effects but hell no for me to take these drugs, because I've learnt the side effects of drugs and in short, I have no problem in swallowing the tablet, it's just that, I'm freaking afraid of their SIDE EFFECTS!

Even if it's only a Paracetamol. Seriously.

The only drug that I'll only take is Ponstan, but sure dear, with its recommended dose. Or maybe underdose.

I don't know what's with me. I got migraine and sometimes it continues for two days long. Period pain like mandatory for every month. UTI like for everyday! See, I'm bad in taking care of myself. :(
With these diseases, I rarely taking the meds. But please guys, don't be afraid of medicine too. Take them as prescribed, you'll safe because if any cases of overdose in drugs, they might leave you in toxic!

But still.. Detoxification!

Afraid of toxic, am I bad?

This what I've got after 7 hours of sticking these patches to my feet. So scaryyyyyyy!

Take care of your health. Eat healthy meals and bunch of fruits. Babaiiii.

School, Girlfriends, Friendship and Awesome.

2007. Look at girl in red circle, so immatured mannn!


Even after 4 years of leaving school, I'm not sure what is that feeling of missing something that I used to hate? That feeling brings me closer to it in fact. Seriously, I missed my school. I missed waking up late and got myself rushed for morning assembly where all the prefects were about to ready to write down my name and my friends would just laughing at me. Oh duh prefects, you thought you're power enough? We went finding the books then and erased our names in them.

But, truly, no matter how bad was I at school, I was a teachers' pet though. Haha. You know why, I'm kinda of sweet talker anyhow, if you're knowing me deeper. Sometimes, when other students started the class by doa, I went sleeping and woke up only when the class ended. Eating in classes won't never made me feel bad/guilty. But guess what, like seriously, I'd never forget to wish 'Happy Teacher's Day' every years, lending my most attentive brains and eyes in class, sitting in front in class, asking teachers for thousands times in class and I seemed love going upstairs to staff room for any problems in my studies. See, kaki bodek!

I love the atmosphere being in all girls school and yes, we led everything. Tell me, who did the choir and impressed the boys from other school? Duh, boasting you. :p

Caring teachers too! How I wish I would never grow up after 17.

Andd maybe because of my shortness! Teachers would recognised me easily. I've had good relationship with others at school, and even now. Still keeping in touch with my seniors, catching up with juniors and even gossiping with teachers. Because I was in all girls school, I find myself so compatible with gossip things. Well, every girls would do.

And so we are girlfriends. I started to be in a gang since I was in Form 1. You can call it gang or whatever but it was more to clique actually. Frankly dear I have no words for our awesome friendship. Went into boarding school, I spent most of my teenage times with friends. They tought me almost everything. Sharing tears and laugh, sad stories, fav movies and even boyfriend! How bad girls these days.

Bunny bunny. Get away from that cake.

Find me!

During Perfect Score 2007.


Thank Allah, after finished our school, we still in clique and it tights than before.

Thanks Dolls. I love you.

Thanks December

Because I know, December in Kelantan will always be in wet! It's a most lovable month for flood and you'll find your clothes are hard to dry after being washed. My practical uniform even needs two days to dry.

And that's why I'll always have an umbrella in my handbag and yes, I start to bring a bottle of mineral water wherever I go. Berat yes, it's berat.

Thanks rain, because I now own 4 umbrellas. But again, thanks rain, you're giving me headache, tonsil infection and constantly running nose. How I hate bringing tissues in my pocket!

Little Pinky Boo

Oh Hi everyone. This picture was taken when I was following my new owner on her way back to Kelantan. She'll start working tomorrow which she finds so lazy to go and she seems to be in mood of missing his Ameerul. Whatever okay Qistina?

Ameerul Ashraf, I miss you already. Take care.

The Proposal

The Proposal 2009.

Did you guys waiting for The Proposal 2010? These guys will give you all of what you're waiting for.

My teammates.

From left, Izat Amir and Shafiq. Psst, look at Izat, he looks like Hritik Roshan, don't you think so? Oh sorry I bet he's taken!

They are my teammates for my final year project. Shafiq is our cool leader who will always come up with brilliant ideas and of course, brilliant meeting places.

I am the only girl in the group and gentlemen won't never hurt the princess. We had a meeting last week. I mean, last two weeks, or actually last month? Sorry, you can blame my short term memory. Our meeting was held in a kopitiam and yes, I was giving my all attention towards the meeting...

I mean, by EATING.


While the gentlemen were still working.

Blurrp, done eating. Jom balik.

That's how the meeting was done.

Sabarlah hati.

Dear Girl in Green Headscarf,

I wish you're here with me, sitting right beside me, pulling me in your arm and lending me your shoulders. Hug me tightly and never let me fall down.

Tell me how to smile again best friend? Teach me how to be my old me. Passing me your laugh or at least create smiling curves on my mouth, please? Make my eyes waters by your stupid jokes.

I need you.

I really do.

Love till death

From left, Ain Mahadi, Irfan, Shuk, Fik, Adilah and Zue. Yang tengah-tengah yang kecik comel lote tak lain tak bukan Nur Fazura Sharifuddin.

Haa, ni la rumah sewa, siap ada lampu kelip-kelip. I like.

Dari kiri, Nur Fazura Sharifuddin, Ain Jaja, Yana, Adilah, Ain Mahadi, Hajar, Zue and Hani. Nak pergi exam Hospital Pharmacy, last paper for semester 4. Tengok masing-masing pegang notes masing-masing tapi Nur Fazura Sharifuddin tu siap pegang semua lecture notes sepanjang sem menandakan study last minute dan jalan-jalan menuju ke universiti adalah jalan untuk revise balik. Teruk betul.

and Rab, second from left. Gambar baju nak sama je sebab this photo was taken right after balik exam hospital tu. Malang sekali Nur Fazura dah takde sebab sneak out dating dengan Ameerul cepat-cepat nak tengok sunset tak nak kemas rumah.

Okay tamat sesi berkenalan.

Mereka sahabat-sahabat-rakan-taulan-musuh-ketat-adik-beradik masa buat diploma dulu. Sekarang pun buat diploma lagi, tahu lah. Tapi sekarang masing-masing buat practical, Rab dengan Ain Jaja je buat fast track so terus Sarjana Muda Farmasi.

Masa diploma paling indah. Sebab kami berada di fasa separa matang. Macam di sekolah, anda masih di fasa not-so-matang tapi degree time adalah masa untuk menjadi matang. Haa, nampak tak? Tak nampak? Takpelah.

Balik rumah, muka dorang, pergi makan muka dorang, mandi muka dorang, pergi kelas muka dorang. Nasib baik tak muntah. Heee.

Sebab tu kami create games, macam;

1) Jangan Lupa Lirik ( yeah yeah ). Haa, bila Miss Wong keluar class lepas habis kelas Social Pharmacy cepat-cepat keluarkan kertas tulis kelompok-kelompok lagu-lagu. Aku bengang okay bila aku jadi peserta lepas tu mereka-mereka ni bagi kelompok lagu yang entah pape. Macam; kelompok Pisang atau Cuaca. Okay confused nak pilih kelompok mana satu untuk tahap RM 25 ribu ni. Dengan yakin, saya pilih kelompok Pisang *separuh menjerit. Tahu apa yang keluar? Memori Daun Pisang, Amelina dan Iwan atau Pisang Panas, Salih Yaakob. Benci tak? Maka lagu pun berkumandang melalui handphone para hos. Yang aku pelik sejak bila mereka layan lagu macam ni. Tup tup dah ada dalam handphone.

Cuba pilih kelompok Cuaca pula sebab tak dapat jawab kelompok Pisang. Tahu apa yang keluar? Aku Skandal, Hujan atau Menadah Gerimis, Ziana Zain. Gelak-gelak kejap sebelum main. Entah siapa punya idea pun aku tak tahu. Ada juga kelompok Mama Hot, Suam suam kuku dan macam macam lagi. Gila.

Yet, masih meneruskan perjuangan walaupun kelas Hospital Pharmacy Miss Law dah mula.

2) Kelab Pop. Pernah tengok? Oh ini best sebab aku team dengan Zu. Dia pandai. Kami punya slogan CHIA * sambil hayun-hayun tangan. Ain Mahadi team dengan Adilah. Adilah tak pernah layan lagu Melayu kecuali lagu Tercipta Untukku, Ungu. So markah bonus untuk universal listener macam aku dan Zu.

Game ni, Hajar akan jadi hos ala-ala Reza. Hani akan jadi Gingergirl yang akan humming balik lagu lagu yang dia dengar via earphone. Kami kena teka. Ema pulak akan jadi tukang kira-kira markah sebab dia second highest mathematics dalam class lepas Ain Jaja. Yang lain jadi tukang tepuk tangan. So-tak-matured mann!

3) Aku tak tahu contest apa macam ni. Tapi habit masyarakat Kampung Pertama yakni rumah sewa aku ni suka sangat tangkap gambar orang lain tengah tidur. Lepas tu dalam class Sir Ezani, weh weh bukak bluetooth weh. Sekali send gambar aku tengah tidur, entah apa aksi murai masa tu, ternganga ke, bukan kah itu satu pengaiban? Haha dan macam tu lah game nya. Siapa tak nak kantoi, belanja mee sup makcik belakang rumah.

4) Family Feud. Okay ini hiburan seisi keluarga. Oh sangat mengimbau. Aku tak tahu macam mana nak explain tapi dorang cakap game ni macam Family ria ntv7. Family Ria? * flashback. Aku tak tahu.

5) Tahu atau tidak, setiap weekend/month kami akan menonton wayang. Not-so-wayang. More to home movie. Download cerita baru best-best tengok sama-sama lampu semua tutp. popcorn kena ada. Aksi bebas macam biasa. benda ni macam dah jadi rutin.

Ada banyak lagi games/activities berfaedah mahupun tak. Above of all these, I MISS YOU ALL. Please stay in my heart and mind, can you? :)

Completing my eyes

Being short-sighted is terrible, I swear. You can't even swimming, you'll get annoyed when finding your misplaced specs and you'll find all your effort in putting eye shadow is just a waste; you'll wear a specs though!

I look bad in specs. Don't you think so? And the eaten fish doesn't look good too.

That is why I've picked contact lens as my best friend for years. I have been using contact lens since I was 16. Been studying in all girls school taught me to be more girlish and believe me, I've started to use all the make up stuffs since I was 14! Face foundation, compact powder, complete facial set, perfumes and I had various colours of lipstick, lip gloss and lip balm during my school days. Oh, girls these days.

Luckily, specs power is same! 300 for both eyes and its getting higher and higher. Sigh..

I told my dad, I couldn't wear the specs because I was so careless and the specs needed to be repaired for so many times. Plus, I can't focus in the class with the specs covering my eyes and I'll get sleepy with specs. Teheee.


and please recognise the owner of these fake eyes?

I've tried various colours of contact lens. From hazel to grey, purple, green, turqoise and can you believe I once wore blue contact lens? Now I'm wearing colourless one because I'm worry if patients will get heart attack seeing my eyes in red colour! Haha.

Thank God, I've never been attacked by their infection so far. But yes, I'd get my migraine from it. I was once woke up at 4 am, feeling like a big burden over my eyes. I was attacked by heavy migraine, vomitted and I felt so bad! I can't even sleep. Can you see how beauty kills you?

Beauty is pain though.

Good Luck for Good Guy

Ameerul is now facing his five major papers in his final examinations for this semester. He's done with two papers and he got another three papers left.

He stays up late and start sleeping after subuh. I bet he's just so tired when I called him one morning and he was just answered my questions by 'Um..Ahh..Umm..Ahh'.

Staying up until late night might cause him to get flu and dizzy head. I guess his both eyes are being conquered by eye bags, his nose turns reddish, his body might get weak and his hair will looked messier! Look, can you see how concern am I toward him? Hehe.

Dear, last minute study will always left you breathless.

I want something to cheer him up. I want myself to be there to treat him with Happy Meal or spending our evening time at playground watching the kids running and playing with each other. I mean, just enough to release his stress mode. Too bad Kelantan and Penang will always be hundreds of kilometres.

So, I send him with this..

A glass jar full of his fav choc, m&m.

Good Luck quotes is like necessary for gift, yeah its's common.

Then I put it inside the jar in the ocean of colourful chocs. Whoaaa!

I stick a piece of paper on the jar and it sounds like this;

QisQis Healthcare

To: Ameerul Ashraf

Direction: Take 1 sweet candy to release stress OR Take 2 sweet candies if you miss me.

Smile. Ready to post this to Ameerul.

Ameerul called me the next day said ' You, post laju-dijamin-sampai-esok dah sampai. Heee. Comel lah you ni'

Apa? Salah dengar kah? Saya comel? :)

Good luck for your final exams.